a footnote on my life

About

THIS IS ME...
NAME : Anwar hasan
AGE : 24 as of 22nd march
LOCATION : Singapore, Serangoon nth
LIKES : Games, lifting weights, watching movies, cats,self help books, blog watching, Flash macromedia.
DISLIKES : compulsive liars, compulsive gossipers, arrogant people

Friday, October 28, 2005

1 and a half hour to ground zero

1 and a half hour to ground zero

scared shit...had my last prayer....my last meal yesterday.
1 and a half hour more. I'll be leaving for tantock seng hospital in half an hour.
Scared of dying is one thing, scared of dying and going to hell is another.
I hope I'll be forgiven for my sins(especially the big ones)
Ppl who dun understand y im worried, let me explain...its not the cutting me open dat im worried...its the anesthetic....I got allergies.....what if they accidentally gave me 1 dat I was allergic 2?
I leave my fate to God and his mercy.

Assalamualaikum.

anwar [ & the ninja] 10/28/2005 07:00:00 AM

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923. Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me. He said," Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago. Grandma's daddy din like me noone, but I loved your grandma so. We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together. Get married in the first town we came to and live forever. But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead. i found this letter and this is what it said.

*If you get there before I do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through, I don't know how long I'll be. But i'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see. But between now and then till I see you again. I'll be loving you..love me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed aways. In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray. I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years. But as he said those words to her. His eyes filled up with tears. * And between now and then till I see you again. I'll be loving you... love me.