Saturday, October 29, 2005
1 day post gound zero
1 day post gound zeroAll is well....In pain...but all is well
i did have an allergic reaction..but a mild one...Under my left eye is swollen from the antibiotic that day gave...but now it has subsided...A bit groggy...Not sure of what im writing....
it was an experience yesterday. when they injected me with the anaesthesia, I din feel sleepy, but my eyes kept closing..in my mind, I was like saying is the drug working or was i juz tired? So i juz closed my eyes and when I open them again the operation was done!
i was greeeted by a lady nurse when i woke up...wait a minute..i din juz wake up, the nurse woke me up...she kept tapping my shoulder to wake up. disturb my beauty sleep oni.
Aniways, another nurse pushed my bed to a ward for me to rest. I couldnt help but stare at her cuteness....hehe and she replied the favour. Lucky me! everytime she passed by my ward she would look at me...hehe! If i wasnt groggy from the medicine, I'd ask her number.
My ex boo came yesterday, as ususal, pretty as always, played nurse(not dat kinda of a way). she helped me be comfortable in my bed. she stayed for a while and went off to break fast with her friends at breeks.
So here I am, at home, waiting for My cuz shikin and her bf to come...Still feeling groggy.
Oh lil miss nurse...hope u'll forget me not..
ciao!
anwar [ & the ninja]
10/29/2005 02:04:00 PM
Friday, October 28, 2005
1 and a half hour to ground zero
1 and a half hour to ground zeroscared shit...had my last prayer....my last meal yesterday.
1 and a half hour more. I'll be leaving for tantock seng hospital in half an hour.
Scared of dying is one thing, scared of dying and going to hell is another.
I hope I'll be forgiven for my sins(especially the big ones)
Ppl who dun understand y im worried, let me explain...its not the cutting me open dat im worried...its the anesthetic....I got allergies.....what if they accidentally gave me 1 dat I was allergic 2?
I leave my fate to God and his mercy.
Assalamualaikum.
anwar [ & the ninja]
10/28/2005 07:00:00 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
1 day till ground zero
day till ground zero1 more day till the big day... The day they will cut my leg open, and put in metal parts. I feel like franky....frankystein...hehe. A few bruders gave some word of encouragement 2day... I was really touched. It makes u realize that you are not really alone in this world. It makes you realize that you have ppl to fall back on when you're down. I hope to see them again soon after I recover, from my long holiday..haha. thx ah bruders, u may not know dat I'm writng abt u guys but I wish all of you did(I'd drop names, but I have to maintain the machoness of TRACOM guys)...u guys make me wana weep now! touched man!
My dear...I have misjudged you. I am wrong...You are strong. U really have moved on frm ur previous 'mishap'. Im really sori. u look feminine yet strong....Dats wat I admire most about you. Dats wat attracted me to you in the first place. You remind me of Xena warrior princess....mmm...Xena(drooling). Juz kidding! i know tomorrow's a little bit early for you. I really dun expect dat u can make it. Thx for the moral support you have given me. Thx for the lil article u wrote abt me in ur blog. i know u have alot of suitors now, so I'm happy dat u coulda spend a lil time wif me yesterday. It was fun. U'll always be special to me.....
Idilfitri is coming....but I dun really look forward to it. Not really in the celebrative mood. So wif my frankystein leg, It'd be an excuse for me to juz sit at home...and play all my games! I will be as good as my buddy Wilson, if not better(the bruder is a determined freak!)...haha
My plans for the future: Send my mum and dad to mecca for haji...or the least umrah...If i can.
i have God to thank for, for evey prayer answered...to Him I pray to, to Him i ask for guidance.
Syukur Alhamdulillah...
The call of prayer sets upon my ears(is dat proper english?)......It's beatifull call beckons u to answer to it....it is my duty to answer to it nw so untill next time.....post fround zero.
day till ground zero
anwar [ & the ninja]
10/27/2005 03:35:00 PM
